Sleepless in Seatle

Feeling sleepless so here I am ...Just like Julia in Julia and Julia.....trying to find some meaning in my life....Here IT IS the infamous blog who will REad it??? even more intriguing.....I am a journa;ist by blood...no oone can take that away from me But why wait untill my fingerrs are numb and I'm almost fifty.....who knows..hello heaven....