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my god I'm still here I didn't realize I had this plug up and hopefully I should be revamping it shortly see you guys soon  soon

Singing is Life

I love singing more than just about anything.....Music music music MUD....I LOVE LIFE!!! singing in Latin helps your etheric body equalize.....Beethoven Bach Palestrina Rutter Vivaldi and Bernstein....im sure um missing a few BUT if u have high bLOODdpressure i RECCOMEND SINGING.... PAX FRIENDS

WT hell is going on Menopause is sucking the life out of me...

I don't understand understand what is happening to me... lost afraid looser////

Show Me the Money: NEA Access to Artistic Excellence, FY 2011 CFDA 45.024 (2nd round)

Show Me the Money: NEA Access to Artistic Excellence, FY 2011 CFDA 45.024 (2nd round)

Stress is horrible....

thank god the holidays are over..but this week is Leilanis first birthday......that shoud be good stress...but my 20 yo has 33 yo BF living with us...it is killing me....trying to be christian in hard times but its horrible....

UN_HEALTH CLINIC_THE URGENT CARE EXPERIENCE 2010

ok i had Kasiser health insurance for 15 years.....then poof! unemployed and no insurance....great I have a serious health condition known as hypothroidism....or Graves or Hasimoto's diease.....whatever you call it you will die after serval weeks of not having it.....by bloating up and going Madd..... your body is self poisoning itself...well enough of that ...Lets talk about my visit to an state of the art medical facility as a walk in patient.....first off give us 171.$ which doesnt include any diagnostics....wait for your name to be called ...sit in aroom for 45 min...untill your Doc O the Day shows up.... mine actually said to me he wasnot allowed to write a prescription for my thyroid medicne(which is why i am there..) WTF......why the F would i pay 171$ to MercyHospital to not have the FNG medicine i need to live for more than 30 days is beyond me... well after that bit of fun it was off to Wal-mart for my precriptions......again ITS A JUNGLE OUT THERE....and i want to survive.....if it takes a little adjustment to make things right ..so be it.....oh my meds won't be ready for 5 days....go get in line.....

palm Sunday

well this sunday i folded my palm into across that looked like a cross and stayed folded too...too much also played the lords prayer on my flute....bored tired ...but still here ...